INIDIA AWAKENING at 62.......IS IT SO???......

15th August,2008........HAPPY INDEPENDENCE TO ALL...well it has been a long journey since 15th august,1947.........An Independent Country.....whether it be social,economic or political issue.....we are an independent country....a Democratic Country.....It seems (or rather is ) very easy for a person like me to sit in my room....confine myself to the world concerning me only..and go on commenting/abusing/making fun on almost all various activities/stuffs going around and keep shouting that "this is wrong and this is right"....
But the present social,economic & political turbulence in the country compels one to do so...after-all we are born in a Democratic Country....For the people..By the people..and Of the people.....rite!!!...The present turbulence depicting an entirely different picture of Independent India.......whether it be Government Formation at the Center....Nuclear Deal....Riots and Violence/Terrorism in different parts of the country.... Present Economic Condition....Inflation-Deflation....Hiked Oil prices...Exponentially Increasing Insecurity in almost all Spheres of life.....The rich getting richer day by day...and The Poor becoming Poorer day by day.....Mostly, the people around us are the ones with "I Me Mine Atti".."Identity Crisis".....whatsoever u call it......The list is an endless one and solutions for them also exist...as far as i being a common man thinks, is that, what the present situation demands is an Awakening Of Our Country as a whole and each and everyone realizing his/her worth and responsibilities....
A statement which very well befits this situation is the view "of becoming Technologically & Economically Strong" by our very beloved and respected Dr. A.P.J . Abdul Kalam. Consequently ,Economic and Technological Supremacy is equated with Political Power and World Control.

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एक कारवां...एक सपना...

एक कारवां पुकारता है , एक मंजिल ताकती है...
सूनी राहों पर धुन्धंली सी रोशनी रास्ता दिखाती है...
एक आवाज़ मुझे मुझसे लड़ने की हिम्मत देती है...
एक सोच मुझे मेरे होने का एहसास दिलाती है...
एक हँसी मुझे मेरे होने का, मेरा वजूद, दर्शाती है...
एक कारवां पुकारता है, एक मंजिल ताकती है....



बावरा मनन चला देखने एक सपना...
जो,शायद हो या न हो मेरा अपना...
उस सपने में समाती दुनिया सारी...
किसी की मुस्कराहट,किसी का गम...
किसी की जीत,किसी की हार...
हर एक में छुपे हों जैसे हजारों राज़...
हर एक में समाई हों जैसे हजारों ख्वाहिशें...
बावरा मन चला देखने एक सपना...
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12th may-08...Frustration 99.99%....me totally screwed up..

One of the most frustrating days of my life....really felt very desperate at few moments..:(:(...........
aaan..it all began with a yet b'ful morning ,with unseen black clouds staring at me(rather 2nd tronix)... rays of sun peeping thru my small window of 84 D.G(most prob my last day at 84 DG) trying to wake me up from "her" mesmerizing effect and at the same time adding to the beauty of 84 D.G. by its presence..and the time was 9:30..ooohh my god...such a long list of tasks ahead for the day and me just chillaxing....hihihi....got up...brushed/bathed..had b'fast at V.T...went to the lab...started off with the work...everything was absolutely fine till now...but life had in store a gr8 no. of surprises ,rather shocks, ahead for me...
In order to get under a cool roof for this torturing/screwing summers we(me,saurabh,vaibhav,sam,surri) made a chase for a "blue-dull" maruti-800 by our royal do-pahiya waahan "bicycle"..the SHEHENSHAAZ on the road..dat was coool but the result was ulti coool...it(car) vanished within 5 secz and we were left with endless/speechless road laughing at us ...then we decided to go to the office for a 1-on-1 talk....we went inside--gave all possible efforts--came outside....=> saw a hope of getting a room...thanx to GOD for that..but dat wasn't the end..it was just d beggining...went to DE hostel--had lunch--came back to DG...rushed for the lab..took jaini's cycle..me ,saurabh and "udi" reached the lab--started working--the clock struck sharp 4:30..bhaagoooo....i had to go for an assignment submission and for swimming at Ganges....haha...the "zor ka jhatka" is baar "zor se laga"..!!!!no cycle in the stand!!!!...achhi-khasi chapat...total CRAP...still moved ahead with it..had a cup of tea at L.C....went for swimming..the busy roads of banaras and the luxurious "humaara bajaj" moving like a queen among "lambretaas"..hehe...started off "tairaaki" well but soon felt little uneasy..continued with it and finally ended-up in a severe head-ache..entire body aching..just felt like throwing myself in the river...still..came back..and the shock was waiting to bless us by its presence...the orders came "vacate the rooms by 12 o'clock 2morrow"..heheh..hihiih....an unexpected statement at an unexpected time...huh....CRAP...total bull-shit...now the final chase..running here there..doing xtreme level fattebazzi...making all d xperience to work...but all these again of no use...no ray hope from anywhere...finally we went to have some thanda..chilled out...returned back to "84 D.G." with a 7.1" sarcastic smile on our face...had a blasting discussion on the entire issue...switched on the LAPTOP...connected wi-fi...signed into gtalk..had some chats with "coooooool people"...felt nice..all head-aches evaporated....and then started this nonsense.........
Till now ,this summer of 2008 has been amazing...full of surprises...shocks..fun..masti...nautanki............and lot more ahead..
Me wishing happy summers to all of us staying over here and also wishing them success in their projects....hurrey..hurrey..hurrey...3 cheers for tronix.......!!!!!!!

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2 YEARS @ IT-BHU....ME HALF AN ENGG. ...IS IT SO?????

haah..2 yrs @ IT-BHU..wht a time has been this!!!!!..muaaahhhh...just wish to hold it forever..it seems as if we entered this insti just few days back..got so much from this place..just can't describe it in words..:):)..and me presently HALF an engineer...my god!!!!..just can't think of it....is it so...???
Xth..XIIth..IIT-JEE..and finally at IT-BHU....hah..came a long way & a longer journey ahead... but only one thing in mind.."LIVE EACH & EVERY MOMENT TO ITS FULLEST"......who knows what life has in store for us..heheh....
1st Year :- Entered this place with many dreams & ambitions...they r not going to vanish though but 2 complete years have passed and to our surprise it doesn't seem to be so..haah..many ups & downs..little studies till now & more fun-masti-games-dance-dramatics-movies-new(rather some of d best) friends...and lot more...
It all began with some bitter xperiences(ragging) but the utterly-butterly-delicious layer of time showered some of the most b'ful and ever-lasting memoreis/moments..there were ocassions when ragging was njoyed n full of fun also..(open air 1)...hahaha...new freinds--hostel life--new teachers--a completely new life....hmmm...this somewhat independent sort of life added to my xperience--uderstanding--maturity...
aaan...fachcha dance,fachcha skit,jhankaar...memorable ones..winning moments..GPL's..parties..hah...amazing...Freshers at TAJ..wow...wht 2 say abt dat...heart-winning..Some seniors are really very good n helpful...ragging at basky court kept me away frm court for a long time..huh..so tried my hands at different games..some being entirely new..volley--baddy--CS--chess...the chess match at IT-BHU open lasted for an hour and result wasn't of-course in my favour..hihi...:(:(..2wards 1st yr end CS gripped from all-side..heart said to play & mind opposed it but i'm not so intelligent..hehe..the night-outs at Shivala...yaar amazing-awesome...muaaahhh.....visiting V.T. at xams time is like a must to do task...thanx to BIRLA...
yummy-yummy....utterly-butterly-delicious...the guys bringing various sorts of dishes/sweets/namkeens from their hometown....jaipur..jodhpur..bikaner..kota..dhanbaad..bhopaal..kanpur..muradabaad..jhansi..gurgaon.. Rajasthaniz topped this list...its really like dreams coming true..me getting different TASTES of INDIA...
....................................HOLI..haah..wht a day it was!!!! just unforgettable..simply awesome..I played holi after a span 6 yrs...the frustration n desperation on nites previous to Maths end-sem tought me a good lesson....hoh..same after the 1st class test of ME...sleeping thruout d period in some selected classes was in our routine....hehe...aaan MUSIC...hmm...just no words for them...became an integral part of my life...love them...
The 1st Grand GPL's on B'DAYs were thrilling..amazing..and full of masti...haha..followed by parties at d canteen,..yummy-2....Kumar Biswaas at KY was among one of d best events at our fests....kavi-sammelan...love it..
ALL this stuff n activities ,resulted in the month of MAY a mirror showcasing my acads...7.56..B.Tech Part-I...huh......jo bhi ho par over-all it was a good year with loads of xperiences and b'ful memories.....
2nd Year:--- haah..another marvelous/amazing/fantastic year..success-failure-happiness-sorrow-jeb dheeli....Department..new teachers--Proffs-Readers-Lecturer..a jhalak of German..Juniors..Ragging..Parties..Dance..Skit..IIT-D..KY/Technex..Lakhaniya..Job-party..and many more....
Are haan the one n d fore-most thing.."Romance was in the airs..."..surely not on my part..par samajhne waale samajh gaye honge...heheh.....Our tikdi "Ajit-Rahul n Me" rocked..as far as i think..hihihi....Again acads suffered this time...but its me opting for this path...hihhi...less tensions..less studies..more njoyement...there were times when i was literally screwed up..par thanx to such good frnz of mine....also wasted a lot of money here n there and at time seemed as if all d decisions i took were wrong...but still its a part of life n it did tought me a ood lesson...
New Lappy..adding more adventure to d journey...heheh...Experience of IIT-D wasn't a gud one...thouh it was a b'ful place..:):).."Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side Of The Fence"..KY's xperience was nice1..me njoyed a lot playing d role of "Pandey Paan-Waala" in Somu the Pagal....
Romance was in the airs...Love stories of so many friends of mine(successful n unsuccessful 1s) were quite amazing..Some were in such conditions that i was speechless..this makes people like me feel that we are Luckier...hihiheheh....
I kept myself away from college politics..really hate them....faces of true friends were revealed at those moments./occasions..Thanx to GOD...
Meanwhile I had a nice time and interaction with some of some my seniors and juniors as well....they are really nice and good fellows..."Arre yaar jab bhi LC par mile jr to samajho jeb-dheeli...hoh.."...:):)
Tried Yoga...German..Swimming classes 2....none resulting in a success..hmmm.....the different poses in YOGA were almost like next to impossible for me to do...The results of re-evaluation were shocking...am-ma-ma....i was literally shocked..lesson embedded here"Never ever dare to think for Re-evaluation"....
hoh...How can we forget the FRESHERS !!!!!.....everything went accordingly as we have thought..hoe-hoe..watching the guys drinking for the first time..haah..what a scene it was.....just unforgettable...the silver foiled paans at the end..muahhhh..i love them....
Also some daring challenges were taken by me for some special tasks though they weren't accomplished; but that was a real fun..real mastii....samajho-2....
The end-semesters this time...my goodness..don't know what i did..just managed it somehow...this end-semester thought us how to study in candle light in hostels....Towards the end the job-party was fabulous..i had a taste of it(******) for the first time..though the conc. was very-2 less..but still...hurrey-hurrey...
The trip to lakhaniya...hmm...starting wasn't nice but ending was much far from our xpectations..it was a total and fultooo mastii......and hence comes the end of the 2nd year like this......
So finally 2 years @ IT-BHU......amazing..lovely..marvelous..fabulous...what a time this has been.!!!!...
I AM HALF AN ENGINEER and yet not able to realize it...dats cool n awesome....hihi.....Is It So???/
Life is taking new turns...and i hope/wish/pray that none of the turns are the wrong ones.....

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मौसम...

एक मौसम था , कुछ बातें थीं...
ओस की बूंदों में भी दुआएं थीं ,
शामों की ढलने की भी अपनी अदाएं थीं ,
चाँदनी रातों में डूब जाने की तमन्नाएँ थीं,
एक मौसम था , कुछ बातें थीं ...

एक मौसम था, कुछ बातें थीं...
मन था निश्छल, थीं हजारों ख्वाहिशें,
मुस्कराहट में अपनी , थी दुनिया समाई,
अदाओं से किसी को रिझाना , थी अपनी पहचान,
एक मौसम था , कुछ हमारी थीं...

एक मौसम था, कुछ बातें थीं...
हवाओं से बातें करना भी ना था इतना मुश्किल,
करवटें लेतीं रातों में ना थीं इतनी चिंताएं,
बारिश की बूँदें आतीं,संग ले जातीं आँसू,
एक मौसम था ,कुछ बातें थीं...


एक मौसम था, कुछ बातें थीं...
उसकी एक झलक, दर्द मिटा जाती,
उसकी एक हँसी , गम लिए जाती,
उसका एहसास , मुझे मुझसे मिला जाती,
एक मौसम था, कुछ बातें थीं..


एक मौसम था, कुछ बातें थीं...
आज जब भी वो मौसम लौटता है,
संग होती है यादों की पुरवाई,
दिल से यही आह सी निकलती है,
क्यों आ गया इतना दूर, कि अब ज़िंदगी लड़ाई सी लगती है,
एक मौसम था, कुछ बातें थीं...

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तलाश.....

मन में सवाल हैं बहुत
जवाब कहाँ से पाऊँ??

दिल में लेहरें हैं हज़ार
किनारा कहाँ से पाऊँ??

दूर आगे मंजिल है कहीं
रास्ता कहाँ से पाऊँ??

रास्तों में कांटें हैं तमाम
इतनी हिम्मत कहाँ से पाऊँ??

ज़िंदगी आगे कठिन है बड़ी
किसी परी का सहारा कहाँ से पाऊँ ......???

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वो और उनकी अदाएं......

its my first attempt..god help me.....

वो इठलाते भी हैं,
वो इतराते भी हैं,
वो दिल-चुराते भी हैं,
मुस्कुराना उनकी फिदरत बन गई,
शर्माना, न-जाने उनकी आदत में शुमार कब हो गई??

वो जलाते भी हैं,
वो जुराते भी हैं,
वो हंसाते भी हैं,
याद में न-जाने उनकी कितनी शामें बहार हो गयीं....
जब वो आयीं, तो दर्द न-जाने गायब सी हो गयीं.....

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a very cool and nice stuff...not mine but i like it very much

Kuchh baatein bhuli hui...Kuchh pal beete hue....Har galti ka ek naya bahana....Aur fir sabki nazar mein aana...Exam ki poori raat jaagna...Fir bhi sawaal dekhkar sar khujlana....Mauka mile to class bunk marna....fir dosto ke saath coffee pine jaana...Uski ek jhalak dekhne roj college jana...Dekhte dekhte attendence bhul jaana...Har pal ek naya sapna...Aaj jo tute fir bhi ho apna...ye college k din...in lamho mein zindagi jee bahr k jee lo..Yaad karke in palon ko fir zindagi bhar muskurana...
hai na its a very lovely,nice,b'ful and cool 1....

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